I'm tired.

Physically and mentally sick recently. Too much changes are to be made. I'm sorry for that thing,that thing and that thing. Maybe you are true? The changes in me is something i don't know. But what can i do now? Who will tell me when i am wrong? I'm afraid of this world. Lower secondary life to me is honestly like hell. All those scoldings toward me when i am doing my job,all those nasty remarks i have,all those bullies from classmates,all those betray story i have and all the talking behind my back. Now,i don't think i can treat friends like i used to. The present me now have to keep my heart safe. I'm allergic to pain. Whenever i feel like cutting my hand,i will thought of something my mother always say,"when you think of dying,think of someone you love". Thanks mama,but i am afraid of your remarks too.

Kbox,(:

Yeah,when to kbox yesterday. When out of my house after having a fight with my mother. So sick of her. Escape from home and JOANNA does not even believe me,): Meet at jp with Yingwei,Joanna and Ricky. Saw so many boonlayian doing flag day too. Donate some money too,(: Then went to eat pepper lunch then kbox. Haha,so paiseh lor. Going with Jin and hafeez too. At beginning very paiseh to sing. But after awhile,i like very hyper then sing sing liao. After i sing,they all clap clap then i paiseh again. LOL! Then went to swing with yingwei. Then go home around 8plus,(:

I WANNA GO KBOX!

Kay,I REALLY WANT TO GO KBOX! Monday is valentine day but lesson till quite late. Remedials has started. HUAT AH! I start to love chemistry even though not really understand. Having exam and quiz like almost everyday. Pass my social study,now left geography for me to worried. Math was bothering me too. Dont know can pass a not ><>

Kay,nothing much le. Going out with WINNIE NG tomorrow. BYES! :D

TWEETS!

Yeah,only going to post 10 tweets here(:

1)I HAVE FINALLY PASS MY CHEMISTRY! First CA! Hope i can continue passing with good grades.

2)Geography test have change to tomorrow. Which mean that i have more time to study and I MUST PASS!

3)Lesson are fine today. Reading the best today, AH WONG NEVER COME! (:

4)I have finally bought 7 pairs of colourless contact. Haha,CAN WEAR LOR! :D

5)I love my notebook. The so called the Chinese manual. However,called many attenion. Even teacher are interested.

6)I am going to have a lonely valentine,again.

7)Watched love buffet and i cried badly for many scence,(:

8)Teacher show us an article where there are a people who scored 23 A. CRAZY?! (:

9)I'm gonna to quit.

10)I AM GOING TO STUDY NOW! :D Jiayou.

HUAT AH! :D

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR! :D

HAHA! Finally Chimese new year liao. I like to shake my hand with people during chinese new year. It's a traditional that we must do it. Kay,when you see me in school. Shake hand with me kay? LOL! First two day of Chinese new year is with family. So fun. Love gambling with them and baby sitting,:D Today,went to Winnie house with Aitheng and Annli. Then go eat Kfc with Aitheng and Annli. After eating,went to Jp and meet Emerald,Shaoquan,Ying luo and Joven. Walk a longest way to Emerald house,): So hot. Some more i wearing long sleeve shirt. Gamble for awhile then Wayne,Justin,Xavier and David join us in the game. Kay,then went to watch homecoming. Like the show. So many funny scence and sad scence. Kay,then went to Ajisen with Annli and Emerald to eat ramen. Walk home after that.

Pictures :D~~

Vexed.

Feel so vexed recently. If you decided to read on,i think you will be as vex as me. Sigh* Really bored. Hope i am a island. Feel like going to ecp with friend. Friend that is not from Blss. Anybody? Text me kay,i think you got my number,(: So suckish today. When i waiting for green light,i almost feel like crossing the road ignoring the car. At most gonna bang,die. Freed from this thing from Earth and REALITY. When i step out the first step to the road,a picture of my family suddenly strike into my mine. And guess what? I move back. How stupid am i? Want to die still need to think of other people. Kay,need to think of SEUNGRI NOW!

Life is short.

Yeah,life is really short and i am now already feeling the pressure of 'O' Went to jogging with Annli. We train to Chinese garden,jog there a few rounds and walk back to pioneer mrt and have some swing-ing session. Play then talk talk. BTW,i really love ANNLI,MY BELOVED SISTER! I TRUST HER THAN ANYONE ELSE! ^^ I really appreciate her,(: Annli,thanks for telling what you feel just now. Kay,then she went home to bath and i went home to bath and do pineapple tarts,since chinese new year is coming,(: After that,walk to Jp for comics connection and to eat fried kway teow. Funny thing is,ANNLI DONT EAT BEAN SPROUT DE! LOL! Kay,go library and study. Fortunately,managed to find a table but the area is DAMN quiet. I must even restrict myself to be quiet even when i was tearing the ledger pad. Kay,after finishing all my poa homework and social studies revision,we went home. Nothing much,going library at 9 tomorrow. JIAYOUS KAILI AND ANNLI!

Off with walking.

Long time.

Yeah yeah,long time no post. Officially dead liao. Didnt update because it is dead but because i am bored. Bored? Yeah,pretty bored now. O level coming soon bah,i promise myself i will start to work hard after chinese new year. Not for my family,not for my friend,but for MYSELF! My future(: I going to work hard now and have good and bright future. And not to become a worm in the society. Kay,life suck recently. Many thing happen especially today. Dont want to speak about it. Many people kaobei me. I am not going to be a lenient cadet leader anymore,but a fierce one. Kay,nothing much le. Will try to update more recently de,bye bye(:

I LOVE SEUNGRI!

BLZB OUTING! 22122010! <#

YEAH! WENT OUT WITH ANNLI,AITHENG,WINNIE AND WAYNE! SO FUN! I REALLY LOVE YESTERDAY TO THE MAX MAX! Haha,(: Took around 260 photos together and we called yesterday as model day. LOL! Cool right? Meet them 12 at Pioneer Mrt and WAYNE IS LATE! Yeah,got bubble tea liao. Then head to bugis for lunch. Ate mac and meanwhile Aitheng and Winnie went to buy a cake for ANNLI! :D

After that went to CHANGI AIRPORT,where we really start to take tons of picture,(:

Picture that speak louder than words,(:

Went to study with Annli,Waijie and Yingwei today at study corner near blss. Yeah,maybe i should start to finish all my homework yeah,^^ Tomorrow is going to be better. STUDY AND FINISH HOMEWORK! Gambeteh to KAILI^^ JIAYOU! (:

Off with smile~~ (:

Chalet 15122010-17122010

WOW! 11 Day nver update my blog liao. Um,went to chalet on the 15-17 and it is AMAZING! Damn fun. Around 13 people stay over night on the first night and around 8 stay over night at the second night. First thing we done is play bowling with Wayne,Emerald,Annli,Yingwei and Shaoquan. As expected,i have drop a lot! DAMN! Kay,then went to chalet to rest and to put bag. Then around 11 go watch a movie called Rapunzal with Shao quan,Wayne,Annli,Yingwei,Xavier,David and joven.

Then head back to chalet where we play muderer and cards with forfeit of drinking wine. Around 4plus in the morning,me,wayne,annli and yingwei share one mattress. Buay pai,very sweet,(: However,cant actually really sleep. Wake up in the morning to wake XAVIER up. Eat mac then back to chalet to SLEEP! LOL! I think only me,yingwei and xavier sleep. Then we went to wild wild wet. WOW?! Is like DAMN FUN! Annli shouted like hell and she keep scream MUMMY~~ LOL! This cute girl,(: Then bath and back to chalet to BBQ!

So fucking hungry to the MAX! Play for a while,eat then slack. Then went to pasir ris beach with Emerald,Annli,Yingwei and Winnie^^ So funny. We scream like hell at the beach and we even have a compeition at there. LOL! The compeitition is to see who scream the longest and guess who have won,i think i have won. LOL! Then send emerald home,(:

Back to chalet then. All of us include me,Annli,Yingwei,David,Xavier,Ricky,Kai wei and Joven was listening to Jameson ghost story which really almost scare my soul away. REALLY! I think there is a job called ghost story teller,he sure can become a very professional one. No doubts,(: After that went to bbq again to bring us back our soul. However,bbq failed. Due to lack of fire starter. Then cause we lend other people stuff,they give us a bottle of chapagne and we finish it less than 10 minutes. LOL! Is so nice and it has being a time since we last drink it. Chit chat with Yingwei,Annli and Xavier until morning then go see sunrise together with jameson.

Just right,the total number of us going is 5 and is odd. Went there around 5.30 and the sky is still damn dark. So creepy there. But lucky got the guys companion. Btw,this is the first time i watching sunrise and i really hope there is more chance for me to watch sun rise,^^ Kay,then went back to chalet and .... SLEEP! So nice,(: Then train to tampiness and then go work.

SUNRISE PICTURE!